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I haven't logged in for ages, been busy with a lot of different things.. I've been depressed (still am on and off), dealing with a couple of health issues, lack motivation and inspiration, it's not just DA but I have been neglecting different websites while 'obsessing' over Tumblr which I started using since the end of 2013. Anyway, my sincere apologies for going on hiatus once again. I swear, I do not do that on purpose, it just happens.

I don't think I'll post anything myself any time soon, as I said before, I lack motivation and inspiration. Basically, anything I try to work on turns into a massive disaster, I simply fail. I haven't been able to work on my music for god knows how long, I haven't even managed to finish one goddamn song, I always start working on a new song because it's easier than finishing one. -sigh- So I will just stick to checking out deviations and commenting for now.

I managed to sort out most of the DA messages, needless to say there were tons of them due to my inactivity.. 1220 deviations/messages, to be more precise, of which there are now 34 left. (Accidentally deleted some I had wanted to check out later, while entering full delete mode on the XNA Lara junk.) ;____; I get pretty annoyed by the fact that that seems to be taking over DA. Sure, some of them are beautifully made, but I prefer and will always prefer drawn art, I am saddened that such art is hardly available in my inbox. (I should most probably remove myself from those groups who post most of the XNA Lara stuff...)

But okay, I'll continue checking out deviations and commenting on them later. 

For now, take care!

Hope you guys are doing well!
  • Listening to: rain
  • Watching: The Walking Dead / Psych
  • Playing: The last of us / Outlast / Left 4 Dead 2
  • Drinking: Water


Not your doll
Current Residence: The Netherlands
Favourite genre of music: I like all sorts of music
Operating System: OSX and Windows XP,7 & 8. (multiple boot partitions)
MP3 player of choice: iPhone 4 and iPod Video
Wallpaper of choice: Claire Redfield and Steve Burnside
Personal Quote: Noone knows me best like I do


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SilverGateForest Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014
Thankyou for the llama badge! :hug: And one for you from us, too. :aww:
By the way, I'm awestruck by your devArt icon! :heart: Super pretty! Like a pro-model piccy. :love:
How are you doing, dear? :) I'm sick with the flu. ^^; Just in time for Thanksgiving, hehe. Seems to always happen like that. :blush:
~Pris. :heart:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014

You're very welcome. :) Thank you for giving me one as well!

I feel pretty awful about disappearing from DA every now and then. 
I can't help it, I'm just really busy dealing with everything. 

I briefly used the colored version of that photo as my FB avatar yesterday night,
but the longer I stared at it, the more I hated the face staring back at me. ^^; hehe
so I deleted it, in the hopes that no one has seen it! XD
I feel much more comfortable with this small version though. 

Speaking of a pro-model pic.. I actually have a test shot made with the Nikon D3200, (my new toy) <3 
but I have mixed feeling about the particular photo. I sort of like it, but hate how my hair color came out. 

I'm doing okay, I went to the doctor again. I got a different type of muscle relaxant
which should help with the unexplainable back, side, abdomen pain I keep having.
That same medicine should also work for the pain and pressure
that are left from the severe concussion I had a year ago. I hope it works.

I am sorry to hear that you are down with the flu. I hope you feel better soon! Hug 
Hello again! :)
No problem. They're a cute feature, aye?
That's okay. I was very excited to see you on here, though. So cool! :giggle: As a quote goes, "Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans." Life's always going to come first, and that's respectable. Don't worry about it. :cuddle:
Well, that's definitely your insecurity talking there. But sometimes colour is a bit too bold - the subtle mood of greyscale has a nice touch at times. Very soothing when done right. :aww:
Oh, that's nice! You have a new camera? That must be great. :) Mum gave Michael her credit card for our trip to Rhode Island, so he could pick up the rechargable batteries she had wanted to get him for his birthday. For his camera. He hasn't been able to use it for quite a long time, for the reason he had no batteries. I always wanted my own camera, too. I really miss having a smart phone, that was good for photos too, and also just handy in general.
Well, I'm glad to hear the medication is helping out. Have you been able to do light yoga? Like on the Wii Fit game, that should help you to naturally ease your flexibility, and subside the pain a little, too.
Mum would like to give me left-over anti-biotics for an UTI, since I most likely have one - it's been very painful, and also aggravating to frequently have to use the bathroom (which is upstairs - and that is getting to be too much on my back and knees), especially with how sick I am. Feels like this flu's never going to leave me alone. :(
Oh well... I keep myself occupied with reading and catching up on webcomics, playing the original Resident Evil, watching Christmas movies on Hallmark, and playing with the kittens - I know I'm allergic, but I figure that I'm already sneezy, it should be okay - and I wash my hands a lot anyhow.
-- I just had a bad fit (coughing up bloody stuff), I'm going to head off now. You take care, love and best to you, dear. :hug: ~Pris. :heart:
SilverGateForest Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014
Thankyou for the fave again! :aww: :heart:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014
You're welcome. ^__^ <3
SilverGateForest Featured By Owner May 23, 2014
A bit belated - but thankyou for the favourite! :aww: :heart:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner May 26, 2014
You're welcome. ^^ <3
SilverGateForest Featured By Owner May 30, 2014
:hug: :heart:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014
:tighthug: :heart:
Sass-Haunted Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey there SweetHeart!
I see you faved my cover of RE: Death arise, I truly appreciate it. 
If you want to see pages in future please vote here…
Submission of pages will be started when +50 people will declare themselves to Read. 

Thanks in Advance 
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
Hi there!

I had actually voted after faving and commenting on it. ;)
I must've forgotten to leave a comment on the poll, saying I voted. 
I'm sorry about that. ^^;
Sass-Haunted Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh  no problem, you don't need to apologize me for that XD 
I'm just making myself sure who voted and who didn't,
or who's interested and who just faved it. 
47 peopled faved this artwork and 31 voted in poll, so you know XD 
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014
I see!

Normally a poll owner can see who voted, I guess it doesn't apply for the poll on Deviantart, does it?
I've had a premium myself a year ago or so, but I didn't really check into the poll feature. XD
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OoLouoO Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the :+fav:s!
And THANK YOU SO MUCH for the watch! :glomp:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014
No problem, and you are welcome! ^ __ ^ :hug:
AngelicHellraiser Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
Thanks for the :+fav:~:love:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
You're welcome! ^^
SilverGateForest Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
Hey Yv, just so you know, I added you to watch via my art team's account. :aww:
So I'll follow and comment through here from now on.
~ Pris :heart:
Dgylia Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot for all favs :hug:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2013
You're welcome dear. :hug:
Dgylia Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
irenei Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav::aww:
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013
You're welcome. ^^
Sheenah Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Late birthday gift for you! :heart: : [link]

sorry for the long wait ^^;
Dutchydoll Featured By Owner May 31, 2013
I am so sorry for not replying before, I haven't logged in on Deviant art since my concussion. ^^; and wasn't very active in general due to all the stuff that's going on here.

I want to thank you again for the awesome bday gift! I love it very much! And it's okay! It was really worth the wait! ;) :hug: :heart:

PS. I will reply to your FB pm soon. I will also explain about my little 'accident' in it. No need to worry though! It's nothing scary.
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